We had crash....totally crash....I miss him....miss the way he showing his love, miss the way he showing his caring....but...this could only find it now...
Think of last time....he miss me so much...until each second counting just can't wait to see me...keep sms to me after an hour, just to remind me of how he miss me until in each of the hour counting time....I misss the old Kumar....the old Kumar would treat me like a princess....
Never thought of all this thing could happen to me...as he did mention that although every value things is with him....he will not happy without me....although if he had all value things to choose, he would rather let it off and choose of me....
But now, because of small arguement....he wanna be alone...mention of wanna crash me....heart broken....this is not the 1st time he broke me...heart hurting....really pain....
If really love me...will just not to care anything and love on me....last time mention to me that although the whole world is gone...he just want me....the things that he want is just me...
But now...the current Kumar had change a lot....change to be furious....scold me all the while, not caring like last time...the love is not deeper anymore....
I dunno....dunno how to 4get him...it's pain....the hurt part is....I have to pretent nothing just not to get my family worry...wanna reliese out....so sad....
It's a 2 years ++ relationship...not easy to build of love relation and put my deep affort on that....y?...y its me?
couldn't think....tonite gonna drunk drunk drunk and doesn't wanna think anything....I love him...arrrrrrrr......hurt!!!!!!
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